JUST BLOWING UP

 

It was a little par time living in Tehran but it’s also a long story. I don’t know why that is &I don’t know who responsible will be!

You can not imagine how awful the act & behavior this capital city are! Just wasting time.

Just no one knows what‘s he doing but they are all busy, doing works getting money.

It is now 2008 but I found that why these people aren’t improving. It is something more than a shame & unfortunately we can’t put the shame on anybody but ourselves.

It is a famous sentence in Iran that you can see Moslems here but not Islam & you can see Islam in Europe but no Moslems.

I’m just blowing up. Human ain’t nothing but words.

In words human & its rights is the most important thing in the World but nothing else.

It is wasting time & a kind of terror (targeted killing). Maybe a kind of genocide but there is an unwritten treaty. These people won’t waste their time. It is a law that you can’t act against.

Poor innocent me. I’m dying & I want to cry. Somebody or something is just killing me.

I can’t stand it. Why am I so poor?

Who did this to me? Oh God please help me.

I can not count on anything here. No schedule is here, no rule, no plan & no program.

They are right, everything is all right.

There is no human here so there is no human right here but I wish it was a Jungle. You know what to do in Jungle but it is worst than a Jungle. You can see animals killing each other but not hiding they are fighting & the powerful is the lord, there is a manager a line.

They are so many but they are in their lines finally you could know them; there is a rule but here no.

I didn’t write this to complain.

I didn’t write this to go to jail because of objection.

I just write this because I was in somewhere for the third time for a little sign & the person as always (100….) wasn’t there.

I didn’t want to waste my time by waiting for a goddamn person. I want to practice writing English.

March 2008.